Imagine getting the gift of experiencing a talking burning bush. It’s basically telling you what to do and what to stay away from.
Then imagine walking away from the experience going “that was awesome, but I’m stuck where I am at. I wonder how I’ll be able to change. If only I had a sign and some guidance and a chance. One day though I bet I’ll get clear direction. It will be obvious with no doubt involved.”
Then the next day, from then on, you wonder when the big obvious sign will come.
The day after a burning bush started talking to you.
About events that are not explainable.
Clarity in what to do and what not to do.
This is the time of year where we are easily tricked. Nature is disguising which season we are in. Tricks are played as a 45 degree day with rain settles in. Are we in Fall? Winter? Spring?
Tiny piles of snow leave us clues. But so do the leaf piles stacked up against fences.
How easily distracted we were just a season ago determined whether the tree leaves made it into a bag or not. Whether they made it into a consuming backyard fire turning our fall night into a glowing reminder of the warm summer which is slipping behind us.
The earth is laying down its best snares. Gray skies are hovering around still. We are bewildered due to the length of gray we’ve already seen, reminding us clearly we’ve past through Winter depression. Still, it seems like a trap for our senses. Can Spring really be near? Which cloudy fog am I still caught in?
Distinguishing moments are ahead. There are anniversaries. There are joys and hopes of forward progress.
It’s the lingering gray though. It’s not symbolism anymore as much as it is a part of our being, forged deep inside us. It shouldn’t be discarded, because this would mean discarding ourselves. It can’t be coveted either, for it lifts the gray too high.
We wander through a season trying to breakthrough into a glorious Warmth. The present, though, is reminding us there is no time-limit for our drift through such indecipherable seasons.
A truly confusing time it is. Nature continually cloaks.
Audaciously, we continue to hope.
You never imagined being lost at sea.
The Shore wasn’t memorable when you left.
The journey though, what a journey it was.
As the Shore welcomes you back,
You realize it was always waiting.
It’s the Shore’s nature to wait while we lose ourselves.
There’s a Not Yet firmly planted in a place so far away.
Drag it to you now, and strain yourself with all your wasted effort.
The Not Yet will clear a way.
Run towards it instead, it’s already with you.